Her house was right there, ten steps away from me, but I couldn't manage to make myself move my feet. Just knowing that Morgan was inside those walls, brushing her long blonde hair and certainly putting on a snug fitting night gown made my stomach turn. How could there have been a time when that was exactly what I wanted? Morgan was beautiful, gorgeous, even.. And very well blessed when it came to curves, but that's all she was about. I don't even remember having a real conversation with her when we were together, because it just wasn't needed. It's like I was in a constant daze when we were together.


And then, there's Ember, who I seem to spend most of my time fighting with. I was never like this with Morgan. I wasn't protective or jealous, at least, not like I am with Ember. We like to talk and just spend time with each other more than we enjoy going to the mall, which was the case with Morgan. Ember is down to earth. She doesn't dress to impress but somehow she does it anyway. Her black hair makes her eyes pop. Her naturally tanned skin doesn't have a weird scent and her small body fits perfectly in my arms, not awkwardly like Morgan's did.


Morgan wasn't Ember, she never would be. I was a fool to think she could fix the pain in my chest. Still, I felt like I needed to see her, so I ignored the vibrations of my phone and made my way around the house to Morgan's window. I could only hope she had the same room she used to have. Balancing myself on the ladder that was built onto her house, I slowly climbed up until I had a perfect view into her bedroom. And of course, there she was, barely clothes, sitting in front of her mirror. Lifing my fingers, I lightly tapped on the glass.


She jumped, but a smile came to her face when she noticed it was me. I watched the end of her night gown come up as she raced across the carpet, forcing myself look away from her lacey panties. Now if I could just avoid making contact with the mountains on her chest.


"Jack, baby, what are you doing here?"


"I just needed to see you.. Needed to sort out my feelings."


"Well come in, we should probably catch up."


"I don't want to come in," I frowned, clinging to the ladder. "Look, Morgan, I can't be with you, not how we were. But I'm really proud of you for going after your dreams and I'm really glad you're back."


"Wait, what?"


"I'll see you at school tomorrow."


Morgan was hanging out her window as I was climbing down. She did look gorgeous under the moonlight, with her breasts poking out of the window, but I liked the way Ember's hair looked almost blue in the darkness more than I liked the glow of blonde strands.


"Jack," Morgan called just as I hit the ground. "Don't you dare think I'm not going to stop trying to win you back."


"Yeah.." I smiled, shamefully happy about that. Just because I loved Ember doesn't mean I liked her at the moment. "Good look with that."


When I reached the street, I finally checked my phone. Ignoring most of the text messages, I opened the most recent one, which was from Alex.


I have Ember. She's at my house. It was all bullshit, Jack, she didn't do anything wrong.


So she lied to me? Why the fuck would she do that? How dare she put our relationship at risk just to piss me off. Growling, I quickly texted Alex back telling him that I was on my way over. My feet moved quick against the pavement and his house soon came into view. I was so fucking pissed off. Deciding against seeing Alex at the moment, I shot him a text and told him to send Ember out so I could drive us home.


A few minutes passed but finally Ember scurried out of the house. Poor Isobel must be so confused. Fuck it. Ember slid into the car with a glare on her face, so without speaking, I started the car and backed out of the driveway. Wanting to be respectful of the Gaskarth's, I stayed slow until their house was out of view. Then I floored it.


"Jack, what the fuck?!"


Ember was clinging to the dash and the door as we flew down the street. I didn't even care anymore. I was so sick of having people fuck with my emotions. As if it weren't bad enough that I fell for the one girl on the planet I'm not allowed to have, as if it weren't bad enough that the very girl that broke my heart came back into my life with the intention of wrapping me right back around her finger, as if it weren't bad enough that in just a few short weeks my entire life had changed.. Now I had that didn't trust me, and as such, gave me reason not to trust her.


"Slow down!"


"Why?!" I screamed, looking over to Ember with rage in my eyes. "What the fuck does it even matter, Ember?! Do you honestly think I would throw you away that easily?! Is that really how you see me?!"


"Look at her, Jack!" Ember cried, fear forming on her face as we rounded a curve entirely too fast. "She's fucking beautiful! You had the girl that every guy dreams of and now you're stuck with me!"


I sharply turned the car into an empty parking lot. This was a park located on the outside of our town. There weren't many houses around and usually kids were only here on the weekends, so I didn't have to worry about bothering anyone with my temper.


"Is that what you think?" I screamed, shoving my car door open so I could step out into the night air. "You are the most frustrating, judgemental person I've ever fucking met, Ember Meadows!"


"Oh, and you're so much better than me all of a sudden?!" Ember counter, dashing around the car so she was standing right in front of me. "And what about you, huh?" She shoved me, hard. I stumble back but caught myself before I hit the pavement. "You're so fucking perfect, right Jack?!"


I exhaled a sharp breath to avoid shoving her back. This didn't need to be a repeat of the time I bruised her wrist. Pushing past the small brunette, my feet carried me into the grass. I didn't even care what she had to say anymore. I was sick of everyone and the bullshit they brought into my life.


"I'm fucking talking to you!" Ember grabbed my arm and yanked me so I was back in front of her. Clenching my fists, I looked past her head and into the distance. "Alex told me where you were going. Did you fuck her?"


"Excuse me?" I snorted, my eyes catching her dark orbs. "Is that any of your business. Didn't you break up with me, Elf?"


"So we're back to the name calling. Fuck you, Jack! I should have known better than to trust you!"


She smacked her palm against my chest so hard it nearly took my breath away. That's when I decided I'd had enough. Grabbing her wrist, I pushed her harshly up against the nearest tree, not even caring that she'd probably have cuts and scrapes on her back from the bark.


"Trust me?" I growled, bending down so I was eye level with her. "Aren't you the one who tried to hook up with my best friend because you couldn't process your own fucking feelings? Aren't you the one who snuck out because you didn't want to hear my side of the story?! Aren't you one the who lied just to piss me off when I called asking you to come home?!?"


"Well maybe I wouldn't have had to do all those things if-"
"Shut up, Ember!" I screamed, punching the tree just above her head. "Don't you ever shut the fuck up?!"


I released my grip on her, now wanting nothing more than to get the fuck away from her. But, being typical Ember, she grabbed my by my shirt and refused to let me go.


"Jack Barakat, I fucking hate you."


That was it. I couldn't take anymore. I couldn't take anymore of her mouth of what I was feeling. To avoid smacking her, I used more strength than I probably should have to shove her back against the tree. She hissed in pain, her hand instantly going to touch her back, but I stopped it. She was ready to hit me, just as I was to her, but that wouldn't solve anything. I wanted to hurt her. Channeling all of my anger into my loins, I gripped her arms entirely too tight and pressed my lips against her own. She tried to shove me away at first, but I was too strong.


My teeth slid over her lip and I roughly bit into the skin, making her wiggle against me. Her strength was no mater for mine. Letting go of her arms, I lifted her up by her ass, sliding her back against the tree until she was at my height. She shoved me one good time, making my lips disconnect from hers, but she wasn't expecting them to reconnect with her neck.


It was that very moan that sent me over the edge. Pulling us both away from the tree, I dropped her onto the ground, climbing on top of her. Lifting up her shirt, I dug my teeth into her flesh until she screamed in pain, making me smirk.


"What the fuck is wrong with you, Jack?"


"Shut the fuck up."


She raised her fist at my remark and decked me right in the face, but I was too numb to everything else to feel it. With anger in my blood, I yanked her up so she was sitting and ripped her shirt off of her body. She growled as my teeth slid across her breasts, my mouth roughly sucking on the skin so she was certain to bruise. To get back at me, she ripped her skin away from my teeth and tugged my shirt off, her nails instantly clawing down my stomach so deep that I had to hold back a cry of pain.


"Do you honestly think you're capable of hurting me?" I seethed through the pain, shoving her back down on the ground. "You are the most annoying person I have ever fucking met."


My fingers gripped the button on her jeans and I harshly opened them. From there, I didn't even bother to unzip them, I just slide the fabric off of her body, making sure to grab her underwear in the process.


"You always think that you can get away with whatever you want, because unlike you, I'm a forgiving person." Sliding off my belt and undoing the button on my own jeans, I slid them down to my knees, the buldge in my pants pretty obvious. "I have put up with your shit for too long, you mouthy, little fuck."


Ember grunted when I grabbed her leg and spun her body around, so that her ass was sticking up in the air. Riasing my hand, I roughly smacked her ass, making both of her cheeks vibrate.


"Fuck!"


"I am going to make you pay for lying to me tonight, Ember."


Roughly grabbing her hips, I parted her legs and moved closer to her body. Shoving her face down into the grass by a clump of her hair, I used my free hand to release my throbbing cock. From this angle, her ass was the perfect height for me to line myself up with her pussy.


"Are you wet, slut?"


"I'm not a fucking slut!"


"Answer me," I growled, smacking her ass again. "Are you wet?"


"Fuck you."


"Have it your way."


Without warning, I shoved myself deep inside of her. Fuck yeah she was wet. My hands grabbed her ass cheeks, parting them so I could move better, my dick sliding in and out of her harder than it had before. She was grunting with every move I made, ripping up shards of grass as she did so.


My nuts were slapping against her mound and sweat was already dripping off of my forhead. Hand prints were forming on her round ass, most likely to bruise, but it just added to my pleasure. Lifting myself up so I could lean ove her body, I gained better access and shoved myself as far inside of her as I could go. This threw her completely off balance to the point that her knees gave out. Thinking I could lift her back up, I pulled out in attempt to do, but she sat up before I could.


"My turn, you fucking asshole."

Notes

OH SHIT. Jack's gone craaaazzzzyyy!
-Jess.