Fear of Falling Apart

Alex is mentally unstable and always has been. He self harms and is anorexic along with crippling self esteem issues. When he meets Jack, things may change. But will this change be for the better? Or worse?

1. I Had A Way Then Losing It All On My Own

   Alex's POV

2. Lease On Life

   Alex's POV

3. Imagine Living Like A King Someday

   Alex's POV

4. But I Can't Trust Anybody

   Both POVs *Trigger warning*

5. Run Before They're Finding Me Out

   Both POV's

6. But These Days I Would Rather Do Nothing

   Alex's POV

7. I Wanna Start By Letting You Know This, Because Of You, My Life Has A Purpose

   Both POV's

8. Dizzy and Falling Your Legs Dangling

   Alex's POV

9. A Love No One Could Deny

   Alex's POV

10. You're A Little Late, I'm Already Torn

    Alex's POV

11. Let's Waste Time, Chasing Cars

    Both POV's

12. I Was Broken, I Was Choking.

    Alex's POV

13. Maybe All We Need Is Trust

    Alex's POV

14. I Can't Even Breathe

    Alex's POV

15. How The Hell Did You Ever Pick Me?

    Jack's POV

16. I'll Be There For You Through Your Deepest Fears

    Alex's POV

17. No Matter Where We Want To Go

    Jack's POV

18. Praying For What Your Heart Brings

    Alex's POV

19. I Just Wanna Run

    Jack's POV

20. Knives and Pens

    Alex's POV

21. Hey, I'm Okay, But I'm Slightly Scared

    Alex's POV

22. Keep Your Head Up, When You're Down

    Alex's POV

23. I Know You've Always Been Afraid of Ending Up Alone

    Both POVs

24. Now You're Contemplating Leaving But You Can't Escape

    Jack's POV *Extreme Trigger Warning*

25. How Can You Stay In Control When All You Know Is Falling Apart?

    Both POV's

26. How Do You Know How Deep To Go Before It's Real?

    Alex's POV

27. Some Days it Feels Like the Ocean Lies Inside of Me

    Both POV's

28. Your Everything Better Plan

    Alex's POV

29. I Swear That I Will Never Leave

    Both POVs

30. He's Making the Scream, With His Hands on Your Hips

    Alex's POV *lol smut*

31. I Need A Friend, I Understand

    Jack's POV

32. I Watched the Proverbial Sunrise Coming Up Over the Pacific

    Jack's POV

33. Now These Blankets And Sheets Are Like Chains Around Me and This Bed is Now Holding Me Hostage

    Jack's POV

34. Every Inch of Me is Bruised

    Both POVs

35. We're All Part of the Same Sick Little Games and I Need to Get Away

    Both POV's

36. I Know This Hurts, It Was Meant To

    Both POVs

37. If Life Was a Movie, Then it Wouldn’t End Like This, Left Without a Kiss.

    Alex's POV

38. Trade All My Tomorrows For Just One Yesterday

    Alex's POV

39. Liar, Liar, Don't Cry on My Shoulder; You Played With Fire and Smiled As You Told Her

    Alex's POV

40. Just Look At All That Pain Pt. 1

    Alex's POV ~hope you like inner monologue~

41. Just Look At All That Pain Pt.2

    Alex's POV and Zack's POV

42. You Are My Only One

    Alex's POV

43. You're the Bee's Knees Sweetie

    Alex's POV

44. You're my Medicine, Medicine.

    Jack's POV **smut warning**

45. Maybe We Were Made For Eachother

    Alex's POV

46. And When I Just Can't Let It Go, I Trust That You Are In Control

    Alex's POV

47. Epilogue- I Wouldn't Know What to Say if I had You

    Both POVs

48. Author's Note/Sequel

49. Uhmmm.... yeah pls read:)