He just looked at me shocked. "no! no no no. Hun you're my guest you take the bed, I'll take the couch." he said with a adorable smile 'wait what do you mean adorable?' i thought but just shook the thought away " but I feel like I'm intruding!" i said pouting he just laughed 'damn even thats adorable! oh god dammit stop thinking like this' "No really its fine Kimmy i don't mind at all' he said with another smile "oh- okay" i said. We finished our drinks then he took me up to his room which had a lot of Mickey mouses in it " aw you like Mickey too!" i said turning to look at him 'is he blushing no its just the light, right?' i just giggled at his little smile pout thing .he looked at me and said " I'm gonna go get ready i have some clothe in the dresser over there" then pointed at the dresser near the window ,while i walked over I thought over if i really did like Matt or not "remember what happened last time you feel in love" i thought ."what do you mean last time?" i swerved around to look at Matt " what are talking about?" i asked confused "you just said 'remember what happened last time you feel in love last time' what did you mean by that?" he asked tilting his head to the side while i sighed and sat on his bed " it isn't that important Matt , it really isn't" i said looking out the window, I felt the bed sink indicating that he had just sat down "It has to be important if it is causing this much pain that you are scared to get close to someone" he said softly looking at me, i turned and looked him in the eyes " what do you mean scared to get close to someone?" i said confusingly " well by how you acted around everybody today it was shown that you didn't really wanna talk to them about personal stuff because you thought that they were gonna say something that would hurt you or bring back memories, you face reactions gave it away, Now will you tell me?" he said softly again looking me in the eyes. I sighed " fine I'll tell you but you can't judge me for what I'm about to tell you, and it stays between us" I said

Notes

Sorry for not being on often I've been at therapy and school stuff, well I updated Kimmy's picture if you would to see it, and if you guys could tell me if i should keep going or just give up because I got the story completed on my flash drive but i don't wanna update nobody is reading