Being ill sucks. Everything about it sucks. Because of the facts that you have to take this disgusting medicine, which I’m pretty sure was created by satan purely for the entertainment of seeing my – in disgust – reaction. Also twitter and tumblr were dead, and I can assure you there’s nothing amusing about being your whole dash considering all I was doing was fangirling over The Lion King. Today sucks even more to because I had double music today, which if you haven’t guessed is my favourite subject. Mainly because I sit beside my best friend who always made every situation hilarious. He had this little spark about him that not one person could hate.

Anyway enough moaning and dreaming of Alex Gaskarth. Basically my name’s Jack. I’ve lived in Baltimore, Maryland since I was three. I think. I never really ask my mum about before we moved here, because of the fact we moved because of my bastard ‘father’. Anyway, moving on. I have two best friends, Rian (He’s really called Robert but I think I’d get murdered if I ever called him Robert,) Dawson and the delicious Alexander William Gaskarth (Who would also kill me if I called him his full name – pleasant friends I have eh?) I’m probably even more confused than you are to my reasoning behind my calling Alex delicious. I’m not completely sure what he is to me. I mean I’m not in love with the boy, but he has this amazing effect on me that I can’t ignore. I’m not even gay for crying out loud, nor bisexual, it was just Alex. Gah I’m so cheesy. So my only talents are playing guitar, singing (slightly) and getting detentions – which isn’t much of a talent but I’m just gonna go with it. I have fairly moderate OCD, which sucks, but I don’t have to take any medication or anything so it’s not bad. I also have a small amount of Bipolar disorder which sucks ass. I was recommended to take medication but it would make me gain a heap of weight so I refused it, I’m not anorexic or bulimic or anything if you’re wondering. I mean I will sometimes purge if I eat like two slices of chocolate cake or something but that is a rarity in my life –unfortunately my mum’s diabetic which makes eating chocolate or anything particularly sugary a vERY rare occasion. Also I don’t think I’ve mentioned I’m obsessed with bands. And I mean oBSESSED. Like I know where Pierce The Veil are right this very moment. I’ve always wanted to start a band but never had the guts to ask anyone if they would want to to. Being in a band is my only hope, I literally suck at everything. I’ve failed everything apart from English and music, which I got and C and B for which still isn’t very good. As for Alex, he’s extremely intelligent, he’ll probably end up being a lawyer or something, like he’s annoyed if he doesn’t get straight A’s. It’s actually quite adorable.

So basically to summarise my name’s Jack Bassam Barakat and my life pretty much sucks.

Notes

just an introduction on jack ok yh byye