Freedom
Damien's Story Part 3
Damien at 17:
"Matt I'm going to school now," I yell while walking to the elevator. Matt has never asked me to call him dad, and I'm actually glad. I feel more comfortable calling him by his name not dad. "Wait Damien, we need to talk." "But I'm going to be late if I don't leave now." "Its fine, I'll write you a note." I drop my backpack to the floor and follow him into the living room. He sits down on the couch and I sit by him. "What's up?" "You won't be attending school anymore." "What do you mean!?" "I enrolled you to be home schooled." "But why!?" "Its best that your home schooled Damien." "And why is that!!" "I know your mad-" "Mad. Matt why are you pulling me out of school and making be home schooled!! I'm a senior!!" "I know and I'm sorry, but its the best thing to do." "The best thing for me, or for you." I quickly walk back to my room and slam my door. Matt has made me do things that he never fully explains, always saying that its what best for me. Half the time I think its what is best for him.
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"Damien, pay attention," Mr. Green snaps. Matt got me a home school teacher, and it is painful. Ever since this started, Matt has been letting me going out less. Which doesn't make since. "Damien, are you paying attention!" "Yes Mr. Green." "Then please tell me the answer." "The answer is negative 3." "Correct." He turns back to his mobile chalk board and I rest my chin on my hand. I really hate being home schooled, and for most of the day Matt's at work. I still don't know his job, he keeps telling me that I'm not old enough to know which doesn't make since because I'm 17 and a senior. I think that's old enough.
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Damien at 18:
"Happy birthday Damien, happy birthday to you," Matt and his friends from work sing. I blow out my candles on my birthday cake. 'I wish to know the truth.' Everyone claps and Matt hands me the knife to cut the cake. I turn 18 today, and I graduate high school in a few days. Soon I'll be off to college, leaving Matt behind. I'm sad that I'm gonna be leaving Matt, he saved me, but I'm also a adult now.
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"Damien, we need to talk." "Okay Matt." I follow him into his office, "sit please." "Okay." I sit down and she sits behind his desk. "I have decided that it is time to tell you what I do for a living." Finally. "I have waited till you turned 18 because you are a adult now. And for a good reason." "Okay, shoot." "Obviously I am wealthy." "Yeah." "And my job pays me very well." I nod and stare at him, I finally get to know. I been wondering for two years. "I run a successful business. A very specific successful business." Just fucking say it. "Damien, I run a porn industry." I stare at him confused, I start laughing, "your joking." "I'm not." Matt's serious. "...Porn industry?" "Yes. My company produces sex toys, but mainly porn online and on DVD. That's my main business." "You can't be serious." "Do I sound like I'm joking Damien," Matt snaps. He's never snapped at me before. "....So you run a porn industry." "Yes. And its time that you see it." "What do you mean?" "You'll see. Come along. Its time for you to see the truth."
I follow Matt out of his office and to the elevator. "Where is it located?" "Here Damien." "Here?" "Yes, all in this building." We step into the elevator and the 2 button. I never been on the other floors because he said they were owned by other people. We soon reach the second floor and the door opens. I slowly step out, people were walking around,half the girls and women walking around were dressed like sluts. "Matt," some people stop and quickly wave before walking off. "Damien, this is the main floor. Where most of the business side is taken cared of. The next floor has the gym, the studio, the cafeteria, and the lounges. And the rest of the floors are the living quarters. I have them each classified for females and males and their sexuality. Also by age. But there is one floor that is mainly for the new people when they get trained, and after their trained, they can move onto another floor." I follow Matt to a end of a hall, where three doors were, one door had his name on it. We walk inside and I look around, it was the complete opposite of his office in the suite.
"Sit please." I sit down and he sits opposite of me. "Damien, there is a reason I am telling you now." "....How do you get new people." "Half of the people sign up on their own, while the other half we find." "What do you mean by find." "We go around and recruit." "Recruit as in...." "Sometimes its kidnapping, but mainly we find people who are good looking enough and talk to them about it. We usually go to the strip clubs to find them." "You kidnap people!?" "Its not as bad as it sounds. Its people who longer having something to call their own, we keep track of them, most of them want to end their lives, but we help them see they can keep living by bringing them here." I shake my head and get up, "I don't want to hear this." "Damien, there is something I need to tell you." I stare at him confused, "there is a specific reason why I waited till you were 18." My heart beat picked up. "Two years ago, we were having a problem finding a new young male, the audience was getting bored of the males here, they wanted someone younger, fresher. I have never asked 18 year olds to come in before, because I mainly stuck with 21 and up. But I have to give what my audience wants."
I start backing up to the door slowly. "...Matt why did you adopt me." "I had a struggle finding a young male, until, I found you." "Matt-" "Yes Damien, I adopted you to be my new porn star." "Your lying." "I'm not." "D-did you even love me," my voice cracks. "I do love you Damien, but that is the main reason I adopted you. I'm sorry." "So I was just another recruit with special treatment." "You can call it that way." "Your lying!!!" I run out of his office, I could hear him calling for me. I need to get back up to the suite and lock myself away from him. I keep running and run into someone. "I'm so sorr-" I stare in shock at her. "A-An-" I stare at Anna, tears threatening. Her eyes go wide when she see's me. "Damien." I slowly back away from her and I bump into someone. "Her real name is Chloe," Matt says. "Damien come with me so I can explain." Matt grabs my shoulder and forces me to walk with him back to his office. We get to his office and locks the door. "What do you mean her real name is Chloe."
"Damien do you remember Emma." "Course I do." "That was my first test." "What?" "I wanted to see how you would react to a girl, I didn't know what your experience was at the time so I had asked Emma to help me with that part. She was 22." "WHAT!" "I'm not done. Emma reported back to how you reacted and I knew I needed to go at a different approach, I needed to see how far I could train you without you knowing." "Train me?" "To be a porn star Damien. So I had asked Chloe to come in." "Y-you planned that." "Yes. Chloe was 21 at the time and does more romantic porn. So I knew she would be perfect. I also told Chloe to break up with you the night after you two were in her car and said you love her. I wanted to teach you a important lesson." "And what is that!!" "That love doesn't exist here," Matt snaps. "You cannot fall in love here, no matter how many girls you are with, you cannot. You have to push your feelings aside for who you are with. You are not allowed to feel love, and you are not allowed to be in a relationship. It is forbidden. In this industry, I can't allow that. Especially from you." "What do you mean from me." "I mean, you will be my main star. Once I think you are ready enough, you will start your career. And if I think your really good, then you will train new people." "What if I don't want to." "I'll make sure you will do as I say Damein, you do not want to cross paths with me," Matt says it dark.
"...When do I start." "Tomorrow, this is your last night in the suite. For good."
"Matt I'm going to school now," I yell while walking to the elevator. Matt has never asked me to call him dad, and I'm actually glad. I feel more comfortable calling him by his name not dad. "Wait Damien, we need to talk." "But I'm going to be late if I don't leave now." "Its fine, I'll write you a note." I drop my backpack to the floor and follow him into the living room. He sits down on the couch and I sit by him. "What's up?" "You won't be attending school anymore." "What do you mean!?" "I enrolled you to be home schooled." "But why!?" "Its best that your home schooled Damien." "And why is that!!" "I know your mad-" "Mad. Matt why are you pulling me out of school and making be home schooled!! I'm a senior!!" "I know and I'm sorry, but its the best thing to do." "The best thing for me, or for you." I quickly walk back to my room and slam my door. Matt has made me do things that he never fully explains, always saying that its what best for me. Half the time I think its what is best for him.
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"Damien, pay attention," Mr. Green snaps. Matt got me a home school teacher, and it is painful. Ever since this started, Matt has been letting me going out less. Which doesn't make since. "Damien, are you paying attention!" "Yes Mr. Green." "Then please tell me the answer." "The answer is negative 3." "Correct." He turns back to his mobile chalk board and I rest my chin on my hand. I really hate being home schooled, and for most of the day Matt's at work. I still don't know his job, he keeps telling me that I'm not old enough to know which doesn't make since because I'm 17 and a senior. I think that's old enough.
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Damien at 18:
"Happy birthday Damien, happy birthday to you," Matt and his friends from work sing. I blow out my candles on my birthday cake. 'I wish to know the truth.' Everyone claps and Matt hands me the knife to cut the cake. I turn 18 today, and I graduate high school in a few days. Soon I'll be off to college, leaving Matt behind. I'm sad that I'm gonna be leaving Matt, he saved me, but I'm also a adult now.
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"Damien, we need to talk." "Okay Matt." I follow him into his office, "sit please." "Okay." I sit down and she sits behind his desk. "I have decided that it is time to tell you what I do for a living." Finally. "I have waited till you turned 18 because you are a adult now. And for a good reason." "Okay, shoot." "Obviously I am wealthy." "Yeah." "And my job pays me very well." I nod and stare at him, I finally get to know. I been wondering for two years. "I run a successful business. A very specific successful business." Just fucking say it. "Damien, I run a porn industry." I stare at him confused, I start laughing, "your joking." "I'm not." Matt's serious. "...Porn industry?" "Yes. My company produces sex toys, but mainly porn online and on DVD. That's my main business." "You can't be serious." "Do I sound like I'm joking Damien," Matt snaps. He's never snapped at me before. "....So you run a porn industry." "Yes. And its time that you see it." "What do you mean?" "You'll see. Come along. Its time for you to see the truth."
I follow Matt out of his office and to the elevator. "Where is it located?" "Here Damien." "Here?" "Yes, all in this building." We step into the elevator and the 2 button. I never been on the other floors because he said they were owned by other people. We soon reach the second floor and the door opens. I slowly step out, people were walking around,half the girls and women walking around were dressed like sluts. "Matt," some people stop and quickly wave before walking off. "Damien, this is the main floor. Where most of the business side is taken cared of. The next floor has the gym, the studio, the cafeteria, and the lounges. And the rest of the floors are the living quarters. I have them each classified for females and males and their sexuality. Also by age. But there is one floor that is mainly for the new people when they get trained, and after their trained, they can move onto another floor." I follow Matt to a end of a hall, where three doors were, one door had his name on it. We walk inside and I look around, it was the complete opposite of his office in the suite.
"Sit please." I sit down and he sits opposite of me. "Damien, there is a reason I am telling you now." "....How do you get new people." "Half of the people sign up on their own, while the other half we find." "What do you mean by find." "We go around and recruit." "Recruit as in...." "Sometimes its kidnapping, but mainly we find people who are good looking enough and talk to them about it. We usually go to the strip clubs to find them." "You kidnap people!?" "Its not as bad as it sounds. Its people who longer having something to call their own, we keep track of them, most of them want to end their lives, but we help them see they can keep living by bringing them here." I shake my head and get up, "I don't want to hear this." "Damien, there is something I need to tell you." I stare at him confused, "there is a specific reason why I waited till you were 18." My heart beat picked up. "Two years ago, we were having a problem finding a new young male, the audience was getting bored of the males here, they wanted someone younger, fresher. I have never asked 18 year olds to come in before, because I mainly stuck with 21 and up. But I have to give what my audience wants."
I start backing up to the door slowly. "...Matt why did you adopt me." "I had a struggle finding a young male, until, I found you." "Matt-" "Yes Damien, I adopted you to be my new porn star." "Your lying." "I'm not." "D-did you even love me," my voice cracks. "I do love you Damien, but that is the main reason I adopted you. I'm sorry." "So I was just another recruit with special treatment." "You can call it that way." "Your lying!!!" I run out of his office, I could hear him calling for me. I need to get back up to the suite and lock myself away from him. I keep running and run into someone. "I'm so sorr-" I stare in shock at her. "A-An-" I stare at Anna, tears threatening. Her eyes go wide when she see's me. "Damien." I slowly back away from her and I bump into someone. "Her real name is Chloe," Matt says. "Damien come with me so I can explain." Matt grabs my shoulder and forces me to walk with him back to his office. We get to his office and locks the door. "What do you mean her real name is Chloe."
"Damien do you remember Emma." "Course I do." "That was my first test." "What?" "I wanted to see how you would react to a girl, I didn't know what your experience was at the time so I had asked Emma to help me with that part. She was 22." "WHAT!" "I'm not done. Emma reported back to how you reacted and I knew I needed to go at a different approach, I needed to see how far I could train you without you knowing." "Train me?" "To be a porn star Damien. So I had asked Chloe to come in." "Y-you planned that." "Yes. Chloe was 21 at the time and does more romantic porn. So I knew she would be perfect. I also told Chloe to break up with you the night after you two were in her car and said you love her. I wanted to teach you a important lesson." "And what is that!!" "That love doesn't exist here," Matt snaps. "You cannot fall in love here, no matter how many girls you are with, you cannot. You have to push your feelings aside for who you are with. You are not allowed to feel love, and you are not allowed to be in a relationship. It is forbidden. In this industry, I can't allow that. Especially from you." "What do you mean from me." "I mean, you will be my main star. Once I think you are ready enough, you will start your career. And if I think your really good, then you will train new people." "What if I don't want to." "I'll make sure you will do as I say Damein, you do not want to cross paths with me," Matt says it dark.
"...When do I start." "Tomorrow, this is your last night in the suite. For good."
OMG!!! WHat happened to Zack?!?!
4/17/14