Freedom

Damien's POV:
"She has one week Damien." "Sir, I'm not sure that's a good idea." "And why is that?," Matt snaps and stares at me, coldness in his eyes. "In one week, Nyssa will officially do her first scene, and it will be uploaded onto the website and into one of the new DVD's. She is something special, when Jack told me about her, I didn't believe him at first. But as soon as I saw her, I knew he was right. I knew why Jack was so fascinated with her when he first laid eyes on her at his brothel." Matt closes his eyes and laughs to himself. "She might just be my new favorite." He opens his eyes and looks at me, "in one week Nyssa does her first official scene. And I choose what she does and who with. You understand me? I already had success with Zack and Rocket, but they are not doing as well like I thought they would." "What do you have in mind what she will do sir? So I can prepare Nyssa for her scene." "I kind of want this to be on a whim, for her to be more natural and not acting." My heart was beating rapidly. "I understand." Matt smiles to himself and sits back down, "then I expect great things from our new girl."

Matt excuses me from his office and I walk out. As soon I got into the hall I walk off fast, this isn't good. Nyssa will be having sex in a week. Nyssa is still a virgin. I need to think of something. I run into someone, I wasn't paying attention of where I was going. I look up and see that it was Craig. He had a concerned look. "What's wrong Damien?" "Nothing sir, I have to go." He grabs my shoulder, "come with me to my office real quick. I want to talk." I look past him, "I'm sure what you have to tell Nyssa is important, but I just want to chat real quick." "Okay sir." I walk back with Craig to his office, it was connected to Matt's, Alex's, and Jack's. I walk into his office, it was small but cozy. I felt more welcomed here. "Please, have a seat." I sit down on one of the couches and Craig sits down near me. I look around, there was some picture frames on his desk. "Want to see my family?" "Sure." Craig gets back up and grabs a frame from the desk and sits back down. The picture was of him, and who I'm guessing his wife and his two kids. There was a little girl and a baby boy.

"Its hard being away from my family, but its what I have to do to support them. Trust me, I won't have my daughter in this industry. I don't want any of my kids in this industry. I have seen things that I will never forget." Craig closes his eyes and shakes his head. "Now, how are things with Nyssa?" "Good, she has her first official scene in a week." "A week huh, well I'm sure she's ready with you as her teacher." "Yeah. She's ready." She wasn't. "Tell me Damien, what was life like for you before you came here?" I look away from Craig and stare at the floor. I hated my old life. I hate it here, but it allowed me to escape my old life. "Damien?" I let out a deep sigh. "I was with a bunch of foster families, I knew none of them wanted me. They all treated me the same way, and I knew they were happy once I was gone. Then one day, when I was 16, they told me a single dad was going to foster me next. Little did I know who he was. He was Matt." "So Matt became your new foster dad." "No, he became my adoptive father. He adopted me."

I close my eyes and tighten my fists. I knew why Matt adopted me, he wanted to bring me in to be his new star. But he had to wait for me to be old enough. I knew it frustrated him, but he saw me nothing more then a future porn star. I feel Craig's hand on my shoulder and I relaxed a bit. I look up at him, "I'm sure your birth parents regretted giving you away." "If my parents loved me, they wouldn't have sent me away." "That's the thing with parents, sometimes they can't provide for a child." "If they couldn't provide for me, then they shouldn't have had me in the first place." "Damien." I look up in his eyes, something deep was lurking in his eyes. "I think its time you go back to Nyssa and tell her the news. I know she has to know." "Yeah, thanks Craig." I quickly walk out of his office and run back to mine and Nyssa's room. Nyssa jumps when I run in and stares at me in shock. "Damien, what's wrong." "Nyssa this is important." "What is it?" "You have your first official scene in a week." "You mean-" "Yes, your having a full sex scene in a week."

Nyssa stares at me, blankness on her face. "Nyssa." She drops to the floor and I run over to her. I help her up, "Damien I don't want to do this." "I know you don't." "Damien I want out. Where's my dad when I need him. He got me out last time. Why isn't he here now." I hold her close and think back to how Craig stared at me and spoke to me. "I don't know Nyssa, I don't know."

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