Nyssa's POV:
Soon Zack left and I was alone, he said he was gone to long for his teacher to not suspect where he is. I hate how we have to hide our relationship, I'm in love with Zack and he's in love with me. Back at the brothel, Zack was one of the few people I could trust, the only guy I could trust. I lay down on my bed and curl up under the covers. Soon Damien returns holding a stack of papers and a file. I sit up and look at him curiously. "What is that?" Damien lets out a deep sigh, "its going to be your future record." "My record?" "On who you are, so boss can have a record of you on file and knows what you can shoot." "Shoot?" "What scenes you will shoot." Damien sits down by me, he knew I was scared. "Its going to be okay Nyssa, you can trust me. I'm one of the few who you can trust around here." "Was I lucky that I got you Damien?" "In a way, yes. I'm more slow and caring, while the others... Their forceful."

He shows me the stack of papers, questions that I never thought I would answer. "H-how do I answer these?" "Right... Your a virgin. Then you'll be filling in less questions." Damien takes the papers and starts crossing out a bunch of questions, a lot of questions. "Here, this should be better. The secretary gave me the wrong file work." I take the papers from him and he hands me a pen. First question was if I was a virgin. I put yes. Then it asked for my height, hair color, and eye color. "Um... Damien. What does this question mean?" "What does it ask?" "What type of body do I like." "Well, how is Zack built?" "Very built. I love being in his strong arms, I feel safe." "Then you write built guys. That is what it is asking." "And this one?" He smiles to himself, "what type of guys do you like. Well, there has to be another reason why they paired us up." "What do you mean?" "I only get paired up with girls who look scene and emo."

I stare at him, he was very hot for being in the emo style. Wait, don't think that. "And you, I think Matt thought we would make a great pair." "So... What do I put?" "Well, did you always like guys who looked like Zack?" "Um.. No. I always thought emo and scene guys were hot," I felt myself blush. "What made you like Zack?" "Where we were, he was the only guy I could trust. Who I felt safe with. Soon we fell in love." "So write that you have to types you like. Emo slash scene and protective slash strong. Does that make since?" Damien was scene slash protective. No I'm in love with Zack!! I write down what he said and he helps me with the rest of the questions. "Um, I guess I'm done." Damien takes the papers from me and puts them in the file. He looks at the time and lets out a deep sigh. "What is it?" "Boss wants me to start teaching you." I back away from him, "Nyssa please don't be scared." "But Damien-" "Its nothing you have to be scared of. Okay. Just let me know when you can't handle it."

He steps towards me and puts his hands on my waist to me closer to him. He slowly leans down and presses his lips to mine, I push him away and wipe my mouth. "I can't cheat on Zack." "Zack is being forced to do more things, you can trust me. I'm going slow." I look down and close my eyes. "Nyssa I know your scared, and that you don't want to cheat on Zack. But they'll hurt you if you don't corporate. I've seen it multiple times." I slowly look up at him and nod, "okay." "Just let me know when you don't feel comfortable," he whispers against my lips. It drove me crazy. He softly presses his lips to mine and I slowly kiss him back. He puts his hands back on my waist and pulls me close to him, pressing his crotch against mine. I freeze up a bit and he takes half a step back. I close my eyes as he starts to kiss my neck, nipping once in a while. He reaches my soft spot and I hold back my moan.

He pulls away and I open my eyes and look up at him. He smiles at me, "I'm proud of you Nyssa. You allowed it. But I could tell you weren't ready for us to be pressed against each other which is why I took half a step back." "Thats it?" "I'm taking it slow. I have to learn more about you during our training." "Why?" "Your profile also requires me to fill out stuff. Such as one question is to know where your soft spot is." "How did you-" "I felt you tense up a bit, so I knew I found your soft spot." "What else do you have to learn?" "How you like to kiss, if you can be dominate, different sensitive spots, positions. Everything." "Wait, positions you mean as-" "Yes. But it'll be long time before we get to that." At some point I'm losing my virginity to Damien. Not Zack. I wanted to lose it to Zack.