This Love Was Accidental
Chapter 6
P.O.V Jack
'I do remember', i said to the beautiful boy i had pinned against the tree. I don't remember how we got here, one minute he was storming out my office and now we are here. I had admitted that i remember and now i was waiting for Alex to say something. He wasn't.
'Alex, say something. Please.' I begged.
'I don't know what to say, why did you pretend to forget?', he asked, confusion written all over his beautiful features.
'Alex, i was scared. Scared of you being creeped out by me. Scared of you telling everyone what happened. Scared of losing my job if anyone finds out, i mean i'm a teacher and you are a student.', I exclaimed.
'but most of all Alex, i was scared by how i feel about you.'
Everything just came out in one big rush, i didn't even realize what i was saying. Oh shit, i just told Alex i like him. I looked at Alex, he looked shocked more than anything.. oh god.
'Alex, i'm so so..', my sentence was cut off by Alex forcefully pressing his lips against mine. I was shocked at first but soon i eased into it. Damn this was just as good as i remember from that night in the club. I pulled away first worried someone might see us.
'Jaaack', he whined. God he was cute!
'Aleeex', i imitated his whine .
'I had to, someone could have seen us.'
'Oh yeah', he blushed. Oh how he keeps getting cuter. I took a deep breathe before saying what i was about to.
'You know Alex, you could come to mine after school?', i asked.
'Only if you want to, i was just thinking that we would have more privacy.'
'Yeah sure Jack, i'd love to', he replied.
'Well its a date then', i replied with a wink before walking away.
This was dangerous, anything between me and Alex would danger my career but i didn't care. This was so wrong, but it felt so right.
Alex met me a little bit after half 3. We waited in my class room for a while before we were sure that everyone else had left and no one would see Alex getting into my car and see me and him driving off.
'You ready to go', i asked. He just nodded and walked to my classroom door.
'Ladies first', he said with a sly look in his eyes.
'Fuck you', i said as i walked through the door.
'Oh you'd love to', he replied with a wink as i led my through the school to my car. The drive to my apartment was short. We didn't talk much on the way there, instead Alex put the radio on and sang along to almost every song that came on the radio. His voice was amazing, i couldn't help but smile at him. My smile soon fell when i remembered the state i left my apartment in this morning.
'Shit', i muttered.
'huh', Alex asked looking at me in confusion.
'I left my apartment in a bit of state this morning and i've just remembered, don't judge me for it', i said with a laugh.
'Oh, so you're pretty untidy for a lady eh?', Alex said trying really hard to hold back a laugh.
'Fuuucccckk yooouuu', i whined.
'you'd love to babe, you'd love too'.
'
'I do remember', i said to the beautiful boy i had pinned against the tree. I don't remember how we got here, one minute he was storming out my office and now we are here. I had admitted that i remember and now i was waiting for Alex to say something. He wasn't.
'Alex, say something. Please.' I begged.
'I don't know what to say, why did you pretend to forget?', he asked, confusion written all over his beautiful features.
'Alex, i was scared. Scared of you being creeped out by me. Scared of you telling everyone what happened. Scared of losing my job if anyone finds out, i mean i'm a teacher and you are a student.', I exclaimed.
'but most of all Alex, i was scared by how i feel about you.'
Everything just came out in one big rush, i didn't even realize what i was saying. Oh shit, i just told Alex i like him. I looked at Alex, he looked shocked more than anything.. oh god.
'Alex, i'm so so..', my sentence was cut off by Alex forcefully pressing his lips against mine. I was shocked at first but soon i eased into it. Damn this was just as good as i remember from that night in the club. I pulled away first worried someone might see us.
'Jaaack', he whined. God he was cute!
'Aleeex', i imitated his whine .
'I had to, someone could have seen us.'
'Oh yeah', he blushed. Oh how he keeps getting cuter. I took a deep breathe before saying what i was about to.
'You know Alex, you could come to mine after school?', i asked.
'Only if you want to, i was just thinking that we would have more privacy.'
'Yeah sure Jack, i'd love to', he replied.
'Well its a date then', i replied with a wink before walking away.
This was dangerous, anything between me and Alex would danger my career but i didn't care. This was so wrong, but it felt so right.
Alex met me a little bit after half 3. We waited in my class room for a while before we were sure that everyone else had left and no one would see Alex getting into my car and see me and him driving off.
'You ready to go', i asked. He just nodded and walked to my classroom door.
'Ladies first', he said with a sly look in his eyes.
'Fuck you', i said as i walked through the door.
'Oh you'd love to', he replied with a wink as i led my through the school to my car. The drive to my apartment was short. We didn't talk much on the way there, instead Alex put the radio on and sang along to almost every song that came on the radio. His voice was amazing, i couldn't help but smile at him. My smile soon fell when i remembered the state i left my apartment in this morning.
'Shit', i muttered.
'huh', Alex asked looking at me in confusion.
'I left my apartment in a bit of state this morning and i've just remembered, don't judge me for it', i said with a laugh.
'Oh, so you're pretty untidy for a lady eh?', Alex said trying really hard to hold back a laugh.
'Fuuucccckk yooouuu', i whined.
'you'd love to babe, you'd love too'.
'
Notes
Sorry i haven't updated in basically ages, this weeks been hectic. Personal stuff and a load of school work just ruined my writing mood :( I'm back though!As usual i love everyone who reads, votes, comments or subs x
10/31/13