This Love Was Accidental
Chapter 17
P.O.V Jack
'Who did this to you?', the words left my lips as a barely audible whisper. Alex heard though, his face fell and his eyes filled with tears. He never answered he just looked away from me and focused on something on the opposite side of the room. His fists were balled up and he was shaking. It broke my heart to see him like this, i grabbed on of his shaking fists and uncurled his fingers kissing each as i did so. This seemed to calm him slightly, the shaking began to subside. I gave him a few more moments to see if he would answer, he didn't.
'Alex, please, i need to know.', I begged. I really did need to know, i was going to hurt whoever did this to my baby. Alex took a deep breath and i prepared myself for what was to come.
'Vic did this to me.'
I couldn't believe what i had just heard. I knew Vic was bad, but i never thought he could be as bad to almost kill someone. As to almost kill Alex. My beautiful Alex. Rage swelled inside me, my hands balling into fists as i battled with the urge to kill Vic and to try and compose myself in front of Alex, i didn't want to scare him.
'Jack, please say something!', Alex pleaded taking one of my balled up fists into his hands and started uncurling my fingers like i did to him just a few minutes ago. I couldn't say anything, tears of rage started to form in my eyes and fall down my cheeks. I couldn't stop them, soon they stopped being tears of rage and became tears of sadness as i realized this was all my fault. I should have protected him from Vic, i should have been at the gig, i should have been there sooner and none of this would have happened. My baby wouldn't have been hurt and tortured by Vic. I pulled my hand from Alex's and put my head on the edge oh his bed with my hands in my hair, i was sobbing now. I couldn't help it. The guilt was eating me up.
'Jack, please don't cry.', Alex pleaded stroking my hair gently. 'Please.'
'I c-ant. Th-is is a-ll my fau-lt', i stuttered out still sobbing into the bed sheets. Alex never answered, instead i could feel him moving about in the bed. What was he doing? My question was soon answered when i felt his arms snaking round my shoulders pulling me to his chest.
'None of this is your fault! There was nothing you could have done! Please don't blame yourself!', Alex was crying now too. Oh great, i had made him cry and also made him get out of bed which was something he shouldn't be doing. I stayed cuddled into Alex's chest for a few minutes longer until i was no longer crying, Alex was quiet to. He was just stroking my hair comfortingly.
'C'mon you, get back into bed', i said to Alex sitting up off his chest. I held his hand and helped him into bed being as gentle as i could. I kept a tight grip of his hand, not wanting to ever let him go.
'Alex, we have to tell the police who did this eventually', i said quietly
'We cant Jack, we'd have to tell them about us and why Vic beat me!', Alex exclaimed. He had a point but Vic couldn't get away with this..
'but we cant let him get away with this!'
'Yes Jack, yes we can. I'm not getting you into trouble.', Alex argued right back.
'Fine, but Vic will pay for what he did to you.'
Oh, i was going to make him pay.
'Who did this to you?', the words left my lips as a barely audible whisper. Alex heard though, his face fell and his eyes filled with tears. He never answered he just looked away from me and focused on something on the opposite side of the room. His fists were balled up and he was shaking. It broke my heart to see him like this, i grabbed on of his shaking fists and uncurled his fingers kissing each as i did so. This seemed to calm him slightly, the shaking began to subside. I gave him a few more moments to see if he would answer, he didn't.
'Alex, please, i need to know.', I begged. I really did need to know, i was going to hurt whoever did this to my baby. Alex took a deep breath and i prepared myself for what was to come.
'Vic did this to me.'
I couldn't believe what i had just heard. I knew Vic was bad, but i never thought he could be as bad to almost kill someone. As to almost kill Alex. My beautiful Alex. Rage swelled inside me, my hands balling into fists as i battled with the urge to kill Vic and to try and compose myself in front of Alex, i didn't want to scare him.
'Jack, please say something!', Alex pleaded taking one of my balled up fists into his hands and started uncurling my fingers like i did to him just a few minutes ago. I couldn't say anything, tears of rage started to form in my eyes and fall down my cheeks. I couldn't stop them, soon they stopped being tears of rage and became tears of sadness as i realized this was all my fault. I should have protected him from Vic, i should have been at the gig, i should have been there sooner and none of this would have happened. My baby wouldn't have been hurt and tortured by Vic. I pulled my hand from Alex's and put my head on the edge oh his bed with my hands in my hair, i was sobbing now. I couldn't help it. The guilt was eating me up.
'Jack, please don't cry.', Alex pleaded stroking my hair gently. 'Please.'
'I c-ant. Th-is is a-ll my fau-lt', i stuttered out still sobbing into the bed sheets. Alex never answered, instead i could feel him moving about in the bed. What was he doing? My question was soon answered when i felt his arms snaking round my shoulders pulling me to his chest.
'None of this is your fault! There was nothing you could have done! Please don't blame yourself!', Alex was crying now too. Oh great, i had made him cry and also made him get out of bed which was something he shouldn't be doing. I stayed cuddled into Alex's chest for a few minutes longer until i was no longer crying, Alex was quiet to. He was just stroking my hair comfortingly.
'C'mon you, get back into bed', i said to Alex sitting up off his chest. I held his hand and helped him into bed being as gentle as i could. I kept a tight grip of his hand, not wanting to ever let him go.
'Alex, we have to tell the police who did this eventually', i said quietly
'We cant Jack, we'd have to tell them about us and why Vic beat me!', Alex exclaimed. He had a point but Vic couldn't get away with this..
'but we cant let him get away with this!'
'Yes Jack, yes we can. I'm not getting you into trouble.', Alex argued right back.
'Fine, but Vic will pay for what he did to you.'
Oh, i was going to make him pay.
Notes
Just a one of the two updates i have planned for tonight! There is this one and a sorta cheerier smutty one ;)Hope you guys are enjoying this. I love everyone who reads, comments, votes, subscribes :)
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10/31/13