Living With The Guilt... (Jalex/TWIST)
Flashback...
(Jack's POV) *Read with as much intensity and drama and emotion as you can for best effect :) *
I can't feel it,water on my skin.I don't feel anything.Am I dead? No......... I can't remember how it happened.But I remember you.We used to meet here after school.You were the only one I have ever met who was like me.
"Hey,Its freezing out here.You cold?" You asked me
"A little bit." I responded giving you a slight smile
" Alright" You spoke as you took your jacket off and laid it upon my shoulders.
We would stay there and just cuddle as I rested my head on your shoulder.You were everything that ever mattered to me.But I remember now...What happened.That guy who used to drop you off everyday,He got suspicious.He came looking for you,And found us.
"Yo! what the fuck are you doing dude?! Are you serious you been making me drive around for this?!" he spat at us while venom dripped from his words
"Its this fucking pervert he won't get his hands off me!" You relied defending yourself and shoving me away.
"What?" I whispered looking confused at you because you have never acted like that towards me before
"SHUT THE FUCK UP!" You shouted at me.
Your friend wanted to believe you so badly...
"Don't fight my fucking battles for me I got this" You spoke as you shoved your friend away from me.
"What the fuck did I say to you man huh? How many fucking times have I told you?!" You spat at me scaring me shitless.
"What are you talking about?" I softly whispered confusion filling my features.
"What am I talking about? What are YOU talking about?! How many times have I had to fucking tell you! You don't know me!" You shouted as your fist collided with my jaw causing me to fall to the ground in pain.
After that I felt nothing but repeated kick and punch after punch on my whole body.Pain filling my entire body as I lay there helpless as you beat the shit out of me in front of your friend who is doing nothing but standing shocked at what you are doing.Your eyes filled with black and nothing else almost as if you were possessed.Before I knew it my life was slipping away from me and I felt my last breath leave my lips.
You did this to me but let me ask you... is anything in life REALLY an accident?
I can't feel it,water on my skin.I don't feel anything.Am I dead? No......... I can't remember how it happened.But I remember you.We used to meet here after school.You were the only one I have ever met who was like me.
"Hey,Its freezing out here.You cold?" You asked me
"A little bit." I responded giving you a slight smile
" Alright" You spoke as you took your jacket off and laid it upon my shoulders.
We would stay there and just cuddle as I rested my head on your shoulder.You were everything that ever mattered to me.But I remember now...What happened.That guy who used to drop you off everyday,He got suspicious.He came looking for you,And found us.
"Yo! what the fuck are you doing dude?! Are you serious you been making me drive around for this?!" he spat at us while venom dripped from his words
"Its this fucking pervert he won't get his hands off me!" You relied defending yourself and shoving me away.
"What?" I whispered looking confused at you because you have never acted like that towards me before
"SHUT THE FUCK UP!" You shouted at me.
Your friend wanted to believe you so badly...
"Don't fight my fucking battles for me I got this" You spoke as you shoved your friend away from me.
"What the fuck did I say to you man huh? How many fucking times have I told you?!" You spat at me scaring me shitless.
"What are you talking about?" I softly whispered confusion filling my features.
"What am I talking about? What are YOU talking about?! How many times have I had to fucking tell you! You don't know me!" You shouted as your fist collided with my jaw causing me to fall to the ground in pain.
After that I felt nothing but repeated kick and punch after punch on my whole body.Pain filling my entire body as I lay there helpless as you beat the shit out of me in front of your friend who is doing nothing but standing shocked at what you are doing.Your eyes filled with black and nothing else almost as if you were possessed.Before I knew it my life was slipping away from me and I felt my last breath leave my lips.
You did this to me but let me ask you... is anything in life REALLY an accident?
:) thank you so much for reading/commenting!!
9/26/13