Chris wakes up with a terrible hangover , he wipes his eyes stained with tears and sits up and reaches into his draw and pulls out a stunning engagement ring . He looks at it and cries again , he stands up, knocking over bottles that used to have alcoholic liquids in . He walks into the kitchen and makes breakfast like normal and without thinking he gets two eggs out like he used to when jess was about .When his eggs were finish he sat down and thought about how him and jess used to sit there laughing and joking . How could someone so happy do something so terrible ?
He remembers how they met , It was the first year back after summer and he sat next too her , her blue eyes and white smile welcomed him and after a few months he finally asked her out on a date. They went and had a picnic under the stars he made sure he brought all her favourite foods and after the date finished she kissed him , he remembers the sparks that went off and how the butterflies in his stomach would not rest . He came back to reality . Slowly he stood up and dragged him self out side into the fresh cold air .'I need to see her'.