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The Hollywood Liars

Lost with no Direction, the Last Hope is Missing

Silver’s POV

I sit in shock, Julie was right? I’m a Barakat, but the question still lays, how does Julie know and how is Alex pregnant? Is this is a dream and is this a Jalex mpreg fic I’m in right now. So many questions scatter my head, not one wanting to escape my mouth. Do I want to live with Jack and Alex? He would give me everything I had ever dreamed of since I was a little girl, I had watched the tv shows where the girl would play dress up with her mom and just acted silly with her dad. I would watch the SHAYTARDS vlogs on YouTube where Shay would vlog his life with his wife and four kids, another Tard on the way. I still watch them daily, I wished for that life since he started making the vlogs years ago. I just don’t know.

“I don’t know.” I say looking into his eyes with a single tear.

“Hey, it’s okay. A lot has happened okay? If you want I can take you home, and then we can pretend this never happened.” Jack says, overreacting and pulling me into his chest.

“Jack it’s not that I don’t want to live with you, but I’m scared. I only know huge fame, not a rockstar life. It’s not that easy. I’m scared to even go back home right now since A. My Vespa is stolen, B. My clothing is at home so I’ll get kicked out of my own home looking like this and C. You can’t just leave Hollywood once you’re in it, the paparazzi will find you either way.” I say to him.

“I can help you feel like a normal girl Silv, just give me a chance and please come with me. I need to talk to Tosh anyway. I want my kid back.”

“I did not say anything about coming with you but I think I will.” I say, standing up and getting ready to go, Jack not getting up.

“Where are you going?” He asks me.

“To the car?” I say as if it was obvious.

“It’s too late, almost one am. We’re sleeping here.” Jack says, making himself comfortable on the grass.

“But it’s cold and I don’t want to freeze my ass off!” I complain, rubbing my arms for warmth.

He takes off his black hoodie, leaving him in a plain red tee shirt and handing me the hoodie.

I put it on to realize it’s way too big and flop my arms around, sleeves flapping aimlessly.

“You’re too cute! Jacky I’m tired of being in these woods, they’re scary.” A strange voice says behind me, coming out of the bushes.

“Who are you?” I ask.

“Silver this is Alex, my husband. He gave birth to your siblings. They are still with Rian and Zack right because if they lost-”
“Ruby and Scotch are perfectly fine, you know Rian and Zack wouldn’t lose the two, plus Matt is with them so if anything happens Flyzik has to chew them out. Stay calm cutie.” Alex cuts off Jack.

“Am I not allowed to sleep because It’s been a too long of a day for me, you know what I’m starting to think that you two are liars and that this is just a Jalex Mpreg on Mibba.” I say, running off into the distance, not caring about anything or anything that happens.

Tosh’s POV

Some nights I think about contacting Jack, to tell him I’m sorry and leave Silver to him, he never got to see her, hold her or love her. I took Silver and made her a profit, a money maker just to make myself rich and live a perfect life. Silver wasn’t able to get any of that, I sold her soul to Hollywood. I’d go back and change everything if I could, but this is reality and you can’t.

While other nights I think that leaving him without Silver was the best thing that happened, not second guessing on telling him sorry. I don’t regret a single thing, she is used to make money and that is all she will ever be good for. She is a cash cow, and that is what I love. Making money for Mark and I. Today is just one of those nights.

I wander around the mansion, picking up objects and just giggling at them, remembering how Mark and I bought them. The crystalline vase I hold in my hand brings so many memories to me, it was from Silver’s first paycheck when she was two and had got her first commercial done for Huggies diapers. We spent it all on the vase, leaving nothing for Silver, not a single penny.

Mark and I are terrible people, I shortly met him after Jack but we kept our relationship secret for the rest of Junior year, we came out at the Senior year, months before Silver was born. I remember Jack’s eyes when we came out, his eyes were tear filled and he ran towards Alex because of all of the damage I caused him, but he and Alex are married now with two children, I knew Alex was a bit different when he gave birth to the twins but Jack was happy and I just didn’t care.

I remember Jack and I’s break up clearly, I told him I was pregnant and he was so overjoyed, elated for bringing a joy of life into the world and even said he would get his dad to be the person to deliver the child but then I ended it. I didn’t care what he said I didn’t want him going near the small baby I was going to have. He couldn’t support himself, so how could he support a child?

I reach the indoor hot tub,strip and walk in, releasing all cares of what may happen and just think.

I knew the girl on the streets was Silver, taking after Jack with his terrible music and actually making it out in Hollywood. I’m surprised, he can’t play guitar, Alex can't sing, Rian was just stupid and Zack, well he was just Zack. They are all worthless, including their fans. I know good music, and that ain’t it.

Eventually I get out and decide to walk up to Silver’s room, just because I know she isn’t home. I snoop around everything, when I reach her closet I notice a small door. Opening it I see everything. All Time Low merch along with bands I have never heard of like Boys Like Girls, Green Day and Cherri Bomb. How would this get in here? Garbage, all of it must be burned.

I call up one of the maids and get them to take all of this out of the closet and throw it into the incinerator in the basement. They do and I follow to watch the remains burn, burn baby burn.

Because of this Silver, you mean nothing to me. You are just my money maker, not a daughter or anything. Just a useless girl out on the streets who will abandon Hollywood.

I walk up to the bedroom where Mark and I sleep, getting under the covers I fall asleep peacefully.

Jack’s POV

I see Alex in shock, scared that our daughter has run off and been through so much. Why did I tell her everything now? I just had to make everything complicated, I always have.

“Jack, Jacky did we do anything wrong?” Alex cries, looking up at me.

“I don’t know Lexy, I just don’t. No one said that getting her back was going to be easy but I will do anything to get her back. Even if you just want to take care of Ruby and
Scotch I’ll do it, but I want to get her back.”

“Should we go looking for her?” The brown hazel eyed boy looks up innocently.

“She’s a Walker and a Barakat, you never know.” I say, sitting down on the grass, bringing my husband with me.

“I still hate Tosh and Mark. They hurt you.” Alex says, pouting.

“I know you do, now sleep. If anything Silver will find her way to home, whether it be with us or with them.” I say, shushing him.

“Fine.” He says, cuddling up to me and falling fast asleep while I lay awake, wondering about my daughter.

Notes

Hey everyone, sucky chapter but you got Jalex fluff so at least that's somethin.
Also I enjoy sleeping in skinny jeans, they are more comfy than pj pants to be honest.
Till darkness completes us,
Sarah's Butterflies

Comments

@Sarah's Butterflies
Oh... That's really cool...

xMareBear14x xMareBear14x
10/12/14

@xMareBear14x
Looking back, I actually did intend to make Alex kind of like me. He believes that dreams tell him things, and so he saw something that might happen, that being where he could tell what may happen.
So in a way, yes.

@Sarah's Butterflies
Like, that one part. You made it seem like he saw into the future. Maybe wizard wasnt the best word. Psychic?

xMareBear14x xMareBear14x
10/12/14

@xMareBear14x
I'm not sure if I understand what you mean, can you explain if that isn't too much?
Also thanks for commenting on this, it was a nice surprise since this has been up for a little over a year now!

Wait one second. Is Alex some kind of wizard?

xMareBear14x xMareBear14x
10/12/14