I sat in the small brown leather chair. Facing none other than my prole officer.

He was a short , I don't want to say fat , but , dude he's a circle. He was wearing a blur suit , with white strips. He was bald , but had the thickest whit mustache I've ever seen.

His name is Naill Hundos. Try and say 'Hundos' five times fast. It's harder than Barakat. Naill eyed me up and down before taking out my file. It's easy to tell he's a judgmental person.

I felt . . . Out of place here. A Blink tee, faded blue skinny jeans, worn converse, and a messy hair shoved in a beanie , next to his fancy suit and high class office.

"Well." Naill started after reading threw a few things on my portfolio. I had to chock down my laughter , his voice was higher than Kellin's. "It seems you have a lot on your plate that you weren't changed for, Jack."

I wonder how much information that folder has about me. I was only charged for the situation they caught me in.

Drug deal.

Assault.

Possession of a weapon.

Not all the other stuff I've done. I wish I was put away for everything I had done. Then I' be done , game over , I'd never be out.

I just shrugged. Not really knowing what to say 'Yea , I wasn't charged for the people I've murdered or other illegal activities I've been involved in sense I was 17.' That would blow over good.

"It says here you no longer associate with your past gang. Is that correct?"" Naill asked.

"Yes , and when I'm done with house arrest I plan on taking the rest of my fathers money from them and being done completely." I said very matter of factly.

"That's good. Why did you begin with the gang if you knew you would just regret it?"

I sighed and gave Naill the whole story. About how my dad forced me because it was his. How he kept me because he found out how skilled I was. I told him everything. Minus what I had done, and the whole gay part.

When I finished my little rant he didn't comment on it. He just went on to the next subject.

"So , a rookie from the gang , he is rooming with you?" Alex.

"Umm , yea , his name is Alex , but I'm trying to get him out." I said scratching the back of my head.

"That's good. What are your relations to this Alex?"

"Hmm? W-what do you mean?"

"Alex. What is he? To you? Friend? Enemy? Lover?" Naill put emphasis on 'lover'.

"Oh! Umm , he's a... My uhh , boyfriend?" The way I answered sounded more like a question than an answer.

But thats because I really wasn't sure myself. I mean , both of our feelings were out on the table. He's protecting me from Austin, who wants to rip me limb from limb, I kinda . . . Uhh , gave him head. And we've kissed a couple times sense then. And we cuddle a lot. And he sleeps in my room with me , but we've never really put a label on it.

"Huh? Thats nice. Our time is over. Go straight home." Naill stood and shook my hand.

Thats what I did. I went home , thoughts of Alex filled my head , I could barley focus on the road. When I got home Alex's car was in the drive way. Smiling to myself I got out of my car and jogged up the walk way to the house. I opened the door and threw my jacked to the side , before I even turned my head from my jacket Alex was in my arms. I hugged him back after gaining my balance.

He pulled away from the hug just enough to look at me.

"You were gone forever." He said kissing my lips quickly before returning to the living room. I followed him in laughing.

"Lex , I was only gone an hour and a half." I jack on his lap facing whatever he was watching on the TV

We spent the rest of the night on the couch , wrapped in each others arms. I wanted to know how it went with Austin. If the kissed or cuddled or more. But I was scared of the answer.

"Jack. Can I ask something?" Alex whispered in my ear during a commercial.

"Anything." I replied looking down at him , moving a piece of his fringe from his eye.

"What are we?"

"Whatever you want to be." I didn't want to give him my real answer. I wanted him to be mine , I wanted to be able to kiss him whenever I wanted and know I had someone to come home to.

"I want you to be my boyfriend." Alex said with a yawn , his eye lids fluttering shut.

"Well , I want to be your boyfriend Lex." I said hugging him tighter into me.

"Good." It was almost impossible to understand , because he fell asleep straight after.

I kissed his head pulling him closer. 'Finally' I thought 'He's mine'. I fell asleep with thoughts of Alex in my head.

This , this is what I want every night to be like.

Notes

Sorry for the shitty chapter , the story kicks into gear here :)