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Mama , I'm In Love With A Criminal (Jalex)

Chapter 12

To say I felt like shit talking to Andy right now was an understatement. I felt like the worst fucking boyfriend in the world! I mean, what am I doing to Jack? Half, kinda, sort of cheating on him with Austin. Leaving the house after he broke down his entire life, and begged me not to go. I never should have left the house. Jack just opened up to me, layed everything out to me, and what do I do? I let the fear of Austin seep into my thoughts, and now here I am. In the living room of the 'Gang House' waiting for Austin.

"Hey, Alex, man? You okay?" Andy said, looking up from his game of Halo, snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Yea-yea fine." I said smiling the best I could to him.

He pointed behind me, turning back to his game.

Everything seemed to go in slow motion. Walking down the hall behind Austin, watching him trying to be seductive by swinging his hips more than normally. And whistling 'For Your Entertainment', I couldn't stop myself from shivering in disgust. I swear, the floor of this place was on a slant or something, I had to use the wall to keep my balance. Or maybe it was just the fact I was so fucking terrified I felt like throwing up.

I sat down on the bench in Austin's office, immediately buckling over due to the intense pain in my stomach, Austin sat beside me, wrapping a arm around my waist. I chocked back a scream, a small whimper still passing my lips. I could feel Austin's eyes on me, but I made a point to looking everywhere but him.

"We have stuff to talk about." He said finally.

No shit we do. We have to talk about why the fuck you raped me. And why the fuck you're forcing me into this relationship. I used to feel so safe around you. Now look at me! I can't fucking talk, because I'll scream! What the fuck is wrong with you?

I thought. But instead, I just nodded, knowing he was going to talk anyway. My input isn't going to matter to him.

"So... You never called me after we had sex." Austin said with a bored tune.

This is when I fucking snapped. I pulled out of Austin's grip, standing infront of him, if he even tries to move, I'm going to punch him in the fucking face.

"That was not sex Austin! That was rape! I never wanted to have sex with you! I was begging you not to! But you didn't listen! I couldn't move I was in so much pain! Thank god for me meeting Olive, or I probably would be dead right now! You know, I could go to the fucking police! I never wanted to have sex with you! Why would I? You're just some douche bag gang member with nice hair! I;m done with this! This forceful relationship thing we have! It's over I'm done!" I yelled off the top of my lungs, knowing we were in a sound proof room. Shit I wouldn't care if we weren't, I still said what I needed to.

Austin was red in the face, and his eyes were burning with anger. It scared me a little yea, but I was way more angry than him. I may be small, but when I'm anger I'm a violent little fucker.

Austin went to stand, and following back on my words, I punched him in the nose. I felt is bone twist under my knuckles, and heard shattering. My impact sent Austin falling to his back, his nose gushing with blood. HE was crying, or at least trying not to.

I turned and started for the door, when I reached it, Austin's voice came creeping to my ears.

"If you won't kill Barakat. I will." Austin growled. I turned and shot a glare at him, which made him wince, I had to fight back a smirk, seeing he was scared of Austin not ever 5 minutes ago. Things change, eh?

"Over my dead body."

"That can be arranged."


The car ride back to Jack's took forever. I was scared to get home and see him. Seeing he poured his life to me, begged me not to live, but I still did. He's going to be so angry at me, so so angry. But it will all be better when I tell him about what happened between me and Austin right? I hope.

When I got to the house, I had to park on the curb, seeing that the drive way was filled with a small black car. Oli's car. It made my heart flutter, and feet move faster. I don't know why he's here, but can't wait to see him.

I got in the house and kicked off my shoes, I heard Oli and Jack in the kitchen, talking in hushed voices. When I walked in they stopped talking all together.

Oli's visit went by faster than I liked. It was like when you go see your grandma, and you talk about work and the weather. Than you leave, thats what Oli's visit was. He left telling Jack "Same time tomorrow", in which Jack hummed a response, Oliver hugged me goodbye and left.

A silence fell over me and Jack, and to say I was uncomfortable would be and understatement I was beyond that. Finally, after what seemed like forever -only really 2 minutes- Jack cleared his throat and spoke up.

"Where were you?" He asked sounding both hurt and bored.

I simply shrugged, turning to the cupboard, pulling out stuff to make tacos "With Austin"

Jack scoffted and started to leave the kitchen.

"I'm pretty sure I broke his nose more than one way." I said looking threw the fridge for meat and vegetables. This drew JAck back in, he was back in his chair starring at me to go on.

"He tried to say I didn't contact him after we 'had sex' " I out air quotes around 'had sex', than continued to get ready to make supper. "I don't know what was going on in my head. But I completely flipped. I yelled at him about how it wasn't sex it was rape, that if Oli hadn't of found me I would probably be dead, about how I would never have sex with him, about how I should go to the police, and then I fake broke up with him." I looked at Jack, who was watching me carefully. He finally spoke.

"Any thing else?" Jack stood up and started walking to the cupboard, pulling out two pots and some rice.

"He tried to stand, I broke his nose. And as I was leaving he may or may not have threatened to kill me." I said softly. I didn't look at Jack, I was scared of his reaction.

"What?! Lex, why would you do something so stupid?" I was taken aback. I just made our relationship 500 percent better and he's going to tell me I'm stupid?

"Excuse me?"

"Lex, I can't have you killed! I don't know what I'd do without you!" Jack cried, pulling mt into a hug.

I hugged him back, that was probably the sweetest thing I've ever heard Jack say.

"I love you." I mumbled into his hair.

"I love you too Alex."


theres some Jalex fluff, you're welcome. And I'm getting better at updating, hurray!
This is when the story is going to get real intense. So get ready!







Because Jalex Because Jalex
Omfg yes!!!
wtf jack cant kill oli! :'c
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Thanks :)
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Perfect story.
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