Its been a month since I got out of hospital. I've been staying with Jack, and tomorrow I move in with my cousin I found online in New York! But today, I'm clearing things up with Alex.
"Are you sure you don't want me to come?" Jack asked as I put my shoes on.
"I'll be fine Jack; this is something I have to do alone." I smiled sadly. He wished me luck and I made my way to the park where Alex and I first met. I chose this place for a reason, we met here, and this will be the last place we'll ever see each other.

I sat under the tree and waited. 2 minutes later, Alex came and sat next to me.
"Lauren I'm so sorry, I-" I cut him off.
"I met Sasha" I said. He froze. When he didn't say anything, I carried on. "And I know about you and Lisa, and how you set the whole thing up" A few tears fell. He tried to put his arm around me, but I pushed it away. He still didn't say anything.
"I'm sorry, I never meant to hurt you" He whispered.
"Save it Alex. Because at least now I know where I stand with you. And I now know what we'll never be." I said, even more tears falling.
"We could try again" He suggested.
"What, so you can hurt me again? Make me go insane like Sasha? No thanks. You really think saying sorry and that we can start again will make it better? Fuck that, Alex. Fuck. That. And fuck you. You know, I wish we had never met. You've fucked up my life completely. Because of you, I'll never get to see Jack again. I hate myself for loving you, Alexander. I always will love you, but I can't risk that. Not again." I said, standing up.
"What do you mean, you'll never see Jack again?" He asked.
"Because of you and Lisa, my parents disowned me. I'm moving in with my cousin in New York, and I'm not coming back, because I don't think I'll be able to handle seeing you again." I said, I was sobbing now, I just wanted to kiss him one more time, but I couldn't. That would make this harder than it already it.
"No baby, you can't go. I love you" He said.
"I love you too Alex, but you should have thought about that. After today, we'll just be a memory for each other. You saved my life once Alex, and I'm so fucking grateful, but then you ruined it again" I said. I ran my hand across his cheek then walked off. Hoping to never see Alex again. I'd move in with my life now, and I'd forget him completely, if I could.

Notes

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