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More Specifically, Me Maxine

What Dreams are Made of

Maxine’s POV

“Is she awake?” A strange man asks.

“No Matt, she’s dead. Oh well of course she’s sleeping!” Another girl says.

“Go away, sleeping is better than hearing your dumb faces.” I grumble.

“Yup she’s awake, get up sleepy head, it’s been over fifteen hours since I heard your pretty voice.” Martin says, waking me up and carrying me bridal style.

“Fucker let me down!” I scream.

“Not happening now come on and meet Matt and Leda.” Razor says, then Martin putting me down.

“I hate you all.” I say under my breath.

“Love you too!” Razor and Martin say simultaneously and kissing my cheeks.

“Okay so this is Matt.” Razor says, point to Matt who looks very similar to MattG124 from YouTube. “And this Leda”

“Wait...hold on aren’t you two YouTubers?” I question, trying not to squeal and jump around like a crazy fangirl.

“Yeah, I’m just that one kid on the internet that does dares and get cat tattoos.” Matt says casually while showing us his tattoo.

“And I put up with it.” Leda says, pecking her boyfriend on the lips.

“Matt when are you going to propose to her? It’s been two years already.” Justin questions.

“I can’t tell you, but I can tell you that I bought tickets for a concert tonight and you are going with us. You can’t say no, I spent over $300 dollars to just get half decent seats.”

“Hold on, Justin how do you know Matt?” I ask.

“Cousin.”

“Holy shit what do I not know? I thought I was your bug!” I say, faking hurt.

“You are, but I can keep things from you, now lets go in, I need coffee.” He says, pushing me into the Canadian coffee shop.

“Razor as your mom said, no coffee.” Leda says.

“And I’m saying I am going to get coffee because I haven’t had it in a year. Deal.” Razor says.

“Just order your damn coffee and grab us a table Raze.” Martin says.

We all get in line to order our lattes, coffee and food, then getting a seat towards one of the back tables where there are more seats.

“So what concert are we going to anyway?” Justin asks, taking a sip of his large Chai Tea latte, then setting it down next to his untouched peanut butter cookie.

“This band I got into, called All Time Low. Ever heard of it?” Matt says.

“I think I toured with them years ago, but when they were just starting. I’m not really sure though.” Martin says while petting my hair.

“It’s a good band, and the singer is amazing! With all of his struggles I heard about in‘03 he’s a trooper.” Leda says, giving me some nerve.

“What happened in ‘03?” I say fast.

“Something with his ex-wife. Not much about it, why?”

“Nothing, it’s nothing don’t worry.” I say, running off to the nearest bathroom while tears sting my eyes.

I reach a stall and just start bawling silently, drops of tears flow off my face and onto my multi-colored tutu.

To: Maxine
From: Unknown Number
Sweetie don’t cry, emotions may get to you but don’t let that get to you. Don’t worry, also I hope you have fun tonight, I sure will.


“Fucking stalker.” I think to myself while looking at my faded scars. I haven’t cut in three years, purged in one.

“Why not try again, after all I’ve been through that won’t do damage at all.” I say, grabbing my Ariel bag from Hot Topic and finding the utility knife I always keep in there. Slitting my wrists I see the drops of blood run down my hand. I start cleaning up when I hear Razor call for me.

“Max, you in here? It’s been a while.” Razor calls.

“Yeah, yeah I’m fine. Hold on I’ll be out in a second.” I say, finding my black arm warmer in my bag and quickly putting it on before I come out.

“We told Matt and Leda about why you ran off, we understand that little things like that can be triggering for you. We also got you a glazed cinnamon roll for you, as a sorry present” She says, passing me the yummy goodness as we walk back to the table.

“You good Maxy?” Martin says.

“Shut up and let me eat this piece of heaven and while you're at buy two dozen of these, I don’t care how much is it just buy me more.” I say to him, then yelling another thing as he gets up. “And get me a mint chocolate iced latte, two shots of espresso please!”

“I love you for a reason, this ain’t one of them.” He says sarcastically.
About ten minutes later and Martin comes back, then Matt says we need to get going if we’re going to make it in time to the venue. Matt, Leda and the rest get in our car since after accidents in the past with cars Matt refuses to drive and most times won’t go near them.

We take the drive to the venue with Justin driving and Matt giving the directions.

“Looks like we’re here, also I know the sound guy and merch guy, they said that they can’t let us meet the band but we can go in early. I just need to call up them real quick.” Our male Canadian friend says, getting out of the car to make the call.

“Okay, we’re in.” Matt says, leading us out and into the concert hall where I take a seat and take a look on how far we’ve come in such a short time. Leaving home, seeing
Justin again, meeting Martin Johnson and getting him as a boyfriend, meeting some of my favorite YouTubers and getting those crazy texts. Now here I am at a huge venue seeing a band. Wow. Just wow.

Mystery POV

“Do you think she’ll be here tonight?” I ask the drummer of the band.

“I have no clue, but don’t worry about it, you’ll see her eventually.” He replies.

“You're right, plus she’ll find me soon. It’s not stalking right?”

“Your kid technically, unless you're planning to hurt her then it’s not stalking. Blame Matt if you have to, the Mickey Mouse stuff? I’m surprised he hasn’t done anything stupid yet.” The bass player says, coming around and patting my back.

“I’d never hurt her, she’s been through too much.”

“Show time is in ten minutes guys. Get ready.” Our assistant tour manager says to us.
I decide to text my daughter, not expecting anything from her and using *66 to make it unknown.

To: Maxine
From: Unknown Number
I hope you are having fun tonight, I know that you like music and I hope you're listening to some right now, I am. Remember to practice that guitar of yours, you’ll be big just like me one day if you want to pursue anything.


I send the text message and walk out on stage starting with our newest single off of our newest record.

The song ends a bit later and we continue to rock on for the rest of our set, though one eye catches mine. Seeing her jump up and down having the time of her life almost brings a tear to my heart. The joyous girl I miss so much, I want to tell her to come but not now. She must wait to find me.

“Good night Ontario! Remember to get our record at the merch table and we’ll see you again soon!” I yell to the crowd, then walking off stage with my perfect band, perfect husband, perfect life. Oh why I couldn’t give it to you darling? Why couldn’t I take you?

“Jacky I saw her tonight! Why can’t I just be a better father?” I cry into my husbands chest.

“Bug it’s okay, I saw her too, but remember she must wait. It’s okay.” He says, comforting me and whisking me off my feet and to the bus.

“I wish she was here.” I say, still crying as he puts me into our bunk.

“I know bug, but shush now, you will see her in your dreams. Sleep” The raven haired man says to me, spooning me as I fall asleep.

Maxine’s POV

“Best night ever! But the singer looks so familiar.” I say jumping up and down before we get to the Range Rover.

“Maybe he looks like someone you saw before. Matt do you want to come with us, same goes for you Leda.” Razor says, changing the subject.

“Why not? You're heading to Cali right?” Leda says.

“Yeah, want us to drop you off to see your parents?” Justin replies.

“That would be awesome. Bye moose!” Matt yells, running off to scare the moose on the side of the venue.

“Oh god Matt.” Martin says, face palming himself.

“Good, but we need to see Pete first. I need to kick his ass about something, I’ll tell you that on the ride.” Razor says as we all get into the car for the long drive, Justin up front again with Razor in shotgun, followed by Matt and Leda in the middle seats, and finally filling up the whole van with us in the back.

We start the long drive with all of us singing to crappy Disney songs Matt has on his iPhone.

“This is what dreams This is what dreams are made of Hey now Hey now”We all sing throughout the car, knowing that this journey really is what dreams are made of so to say.

Notes

Okay I lied about updating Saturdays, but I couldn't wait I was too excited to post this chapter, and thanks for the help yesterday. Some of you wanted a Mystery POV and some wanted to have a Matt and Leda part thingy so I just added both for the hell of it. Also I want you to guess what the song title and the lyrics at the end are from. No hints other than Disney.
And I know I said Razor's car is a Range Rover in earlier chapters because I didn't do my research on cars (I don't know much about them honestly.) So just pretend that Range Rovers are like vans okay?
Also here is Maxine's outfit: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=94512528
Till darkness completes us,
Sarah's Butterflies

Comments

@dizzy-hurricane

Thanks so much! Stay tuned in for the sequel that should be up by next week!
This was so good! I don't usually read fics like this either but it was still really great !
dizzy-hurricane dizzy-hurricane
10/12/13
@Sarah's Butterflies
I know how you feel!
Peace_Love_Jalex Peace_Love_Jalex
10/12/13
@Nothing-Personal

Plus I was bored and felt the need to get the story finished, I just don't have the time to write all these updates for the amount of stories I'm producing at the moment
@Sarah's Butterflies
smart idea that is
Peace_Love_Jalex Peace_Love_Jalex
10/12/13