Mange Me, I'm A Mess
Everything is wrong, so we move along
Kassi Lynn
Weeks passed since I posted my Therapy video, and the feedback was horrid. Hate was filled on every video I posted previous, my Tumblr's message box was filled with comments, all the same horrid things. Twitter must of been the worse. Yet I look at it almost every hour of the day, wanting to know what was being said about me. I haven't been able to have the courage to post another video. Honestly, I don't even know what I did. I usually popular pop songs on the radio, but that was never my taste is music. I loved All Time Low, Paramore, Pierce The Veil. They saved my life multiple times at an early age, and now they were saving me again. I grabbed my simple side kick phone and opened up my Twitter. Hate filled my message box, and all my mentions had horrible remarks on Therapy. Great, i'm giving All Time Low hate now! I was about to throw my phone at the wall, until I saw a tweet that made me have to do a double take.
@LovelyKassi Is an amazing singer, you guys are fucking assholes. I hope you realize how amazing she is soon.
I smiled, for the first time in weeks. I decided to say thank you, and that's when I saw the name. Alex Gaskarth defended me. ALEX FUCKING GASKARTH. I screamed, my true fan-girl coming out. After a couple minutes, I contained myself and my fingers trembled to write a thank you. Right when I was about to hit send, a red mark on the corner of my screen stopped me. I raised an eyebrow, probably being more hate. Nothing right now could bring down my mood though, so I basically said fuck it and opened it. It was Alex again!
Hey, you don't deserve this stupid shit you're getting. I'm sorry about all of this, and maybe to make it up to you we can hang out sometime? Call me xxx xxx xxxx! :) x
I stared at the message, trying to make myself believe this is happening. My hero wants me to call him. My hero wants to make it up to me. My hero wants to hang out. My hero wants to meet me! With the moment of courage I was having, I put his number into my contacts, and called him.
"Hello unknown number, please don't kill me." Alex's voice rang out after multiple moments of waiting.
"H-hi, uh i'm Kassi." I stuttered awkwardly.
"Oh hey! I just want to say you have an amazing voice. I can't believe all the shit you got after posting Therapy. I thought it was the best song you did to be honest. You really showed emotion, and all those fake shits could never realize that." Alex rambled on, making me blush.
"That really means a lot Alex. People just fucking suck." I laughed slightly, starting to get a little more comfortable.
"True. Hey, would you like to meet up tomorrow?" He asked, making my inner fan-girl scream inside.
"Well, I don't know if you've taken this into consideration, but I live in the middle of no where." I said sarcastically.
"Babe, that's no problem. I'll see you tomorrow?" The pet name made me blush even more, probably making my cheeks look like a tomato.
"I'll text you the nearest cafe's address." I agreed.
"See you then, nice talking to you!" Alex's voice sang, and a click soon followed. I gently put down my phone and jumped around my room again.
I was meeting Alex Gaskarth.
Weeks passed since I posted my Therapy video, and the feedback was horrid. Hate was filled on every video I posted previous, my Tumblr's message box was filled with comments, all the same horrid things. Twitter must of been the worse. Yet I look at it almost every hour of the day, wanting to know what was being said about me. I haven't been able to have the courage to post another video. Honestly, I don't even know what I did. I usually popular pop songs on the radio, but that was never my taste is music. I loved All Time Low, Paramore, Pierce The Veil. They saved my life multiple times at an early age, and now they were saving me again. I grabbed my simple side kick phone and opened up my Twitter. Hate filled my message box, and all my mentions had horrible remarks on Therapy. Great, i'm giving All Time Low hate now! I was about to throw my phone at the wall, until I saw a tweet that made me have to do a double take.
@LovelyKassi Is an amazing singer, you guys are fucking assholes. I hope you realize how amazing she is soon.
I smiled, for the first time in weeks. I decided to say thank you, and that's when I saw the name. Alex Gaskarth defended me. ALEX FUCKING GASKARTH. I screamed, my true fan-girl coming out. After a couple minutes, I contained myself and my fingers trembled to write a thank you. Right when I was about to hit send, a red mark on the corner of my screen stopped me. I raised an eyebrow, probably being more hate. Nothing right now could bring down my mood though, so I basically said fuck it and opened it. It was Alex again!
Hey, you don't deserve this stupid shit you're getting. I'm sorry about all of this, and maybe to make it up to you we can hang out sometime? Call me xxx xxx xxxx! :) x
I stared at the message, trying to make myself believe this is happening. My hero wants me to call him. My hero wants to make it up to me. My hero wants to hang out. My hero wants to meet me! With the moment of courage I was having, I put his number into my contacts, and called him.
"Hello unknown number, please don't kill me." Alex's voice rang out after multiple moments of waiting.
"H-hi, uh i'm Kassi." I stuttered awkwardly.
"Oh hey! I just want to say you have an amazing voice. I can't believe all the shit you got after posting Therapy. I thought it was the best song you did to be honest. You really showed emotion, and all those fake shits could never realize that." Alex rambled on, making me blush.
"That really means a lot Alex. People just fucking suck." I laughed slightly, starting to get a little more comfortable.
"True. Hey, would you like to meet up tomorrow?" He asked, making my inner fan-girl scream inside.
"Well, I don't know if you've taken this into consideration, but I live in the middle of no where." I said sarcastically.
"Babe, that's no problem. I'll see you tomorrow?" The pet name made me blush even more, probably making my cheeks look like a tomato.
"I'll text you the nearest cafe's address." I agreed.
"See you then, nice talking to you!" Alex's voice sang, and a click soon followed. I gently put down my phone and jumped around my room again.
I was meeting Alex Gaskarth.
8/20/13