• I was woken up from the bright sunlight creeping through my windshields. No matter how tight I closed them sun always found it's way into my room. I groaned and stretched, rolling over to see Jack still curled up into a ball, mouth slightly parted like he always sleeps if we get untangled during the night.
  
  "Jack." I whispered gently shaking him, getting no response. "Jaaaaack" I said a little bit louder shaking him a bit harder.
  
  What? Did I tire him out too much last night? Then all the sudden I got an idea. Smirking, I slid down the covers slowly seeing he was still naked. Well that makes this easier. I sat back on my ankles and admired him for a second. The way his face looked so peaceful and relaxed, the way his chest lazily rose and fell with every breath he took, the way his hipbones jutted out just a bit and my hands fit perfectly in them. He was so gorgeous, and he was all mine. I slowly worked my way in between his legs and smirked again just thinking about what I was going to do. I licked my lips a bit before I slowly lowered myself and took the tip of him into my mouth then released him with a small pop. I let out a low moan at the taste of him. “So good”, I muttered more to myself then to anyone really. I slowly went back to his slit and licked a small zig zag line on it and I couldn’t help but smile at the groan I heard from above me.
  
  I swirled my tongue a bit more, slowly letting my spit dribble down his length, just savoring him. I felt a hand tangle in my hair and I looked up through my eyelashes to see Jack looking at me in shock, adoration, confusion, and lust.
  
  “A-Alex, what are you doing?” I simply ignored him and slowly started bobbing my head. I heard another groan followed by an “uh”, come out of his mouth, while his fingers tangled even further into my hair. I decided to pick up the pace and go even further down his length deepthroating him and gagging a bit in the process.
  
  “Fuck, Alex…” was all I heard from above me. I felt him touching the back of my throat and then him slowly thrusting into me. I looked up at Jack and I saw that he had his eyes closed and was panting, and fuck that was so hot and to think it was all because of me. I moaned at the sight, sending vibrations all through him and started bobbing again this time hollowing my cheeks in the process.
  
  “A-Alex, I’m going to cum…fuck”, I took my mouth off of him, smirking and opening my mouth wide. “Alex…are you sure about this?, I nodded and wrapped my hand around the base of him and started moving it at a fast pace. “Fuck, Alex”, was all I heard before I felt the salty sweet warmness in my mouth. I looked him in the eyes and swallowed everything in my mouth then licked my lips cleaning off anything that I had missed.
  
  “Well, good morning to you too!” Jack muttered above me. I let out a chuckle before slowly cuddling back into him.
  
  "Now I know how to wake you up when you're too stubborn."
  
  "Maybe i'll just act stubborn so i'll get this every morning!" Jack said kissing me on the cheek.
  
  "Well get up. I've got a surprise for you today." I said throwing my legs off the bed pulling on some boxers but not really seeing the point cause I was going to take a shower.
  
  "Shower with me?" I asked Jack when he was popping his back, his face immediately lighting up.
  
  "Okay" He said smiling.
  
  ~
  
  We were in the car eating some McDonalds breakfast we had just bought quietly singing along to Blink 182.
  
  "Care to tell me where we are going yet young man?" Jack said after taking a sip of Coke and setting it back down in the cup holder of my truck.
  
  "I don't need to tell you because we're here." I said as we pulled up to the carnival that the local high school was having a fundraiser for.
  
  Jacks jaw dropped and he started bouncing in his seat.
  
  "Oh my god! I haven't been to a carnival since I was like 6! Oh my goodness you're the best!" Jacks said launching twords me attacking me with kisses.
  
  "Haha, well lets have some fun!"
  
  ~
  
  I payed for two free pass wristbands that get you to go on all rides instead of having to buy little tickets for each one. I figured we'd be better off that way.
  
  "What do you want to do first Lex?" He asked lacing his fingers with mine.
  
  "Can we do the ring toss thing?" I asked all excitedly.
  
  "Sure baby. One condition." He whispered in my ear. I expected something sexual but nope.
  
  "You have to win me that dolphin!" He said jumping in the air.
  
  I laughed pulling him to the stand where they had the ring toss. I'm so glad he's happy today.
  
  ~
  
  After a few failed attempts at this game I finally one Jack a purple dolphin wearing a Ravens jersey.
  
  "I love it. It's so cute. Thank you for winning it for me Lex" He said kissing my cheek earning a few weird looks from parents.
  
  "Anything for you. What do you wanna do next?" I asked him.
  
  I saw him look around the park then stop with a huge grin on his face.
  
  "The rollercoaster!" He said pulling me to the line.
  
  I'm fucked. I had never liked rollercoasters. Ever since I was little I was terrified of them, and seeing all those news reports on how people fly off them and DIE makes me not want to ride them even more.
  
  "Are you going to actually move your legs or am I going to have to carry you?" Jack laughed.
  
  "Oh. Um... I'm coming don't worry."
  
  When we got in line I was now visibly shaking and Jack noticed too. Shit.
  
  "What's wrong Lex?" Jack asked wrapping his arms around my waist.
  
  "N-nothing"
  
  "Bull. Now tell me what's up."
  
  "I-I don't l-l-like rollercoasters."
  
  Jack had to stiffle a laugh before hugging me.
  
  "It's funny how you're a firefighter yet you're scared of rollercoasters." Jack laughed and that earned a few laughs from a few other people in line that heard.
  
  "Shut the fuck up." I groaned burring my face into his neck.
  
  "C'mon the we're almost to the front. I won't let you get hurt."
  
  I scoffed and walked up to the guy who checked our bracelets and Jack and I sat next to each other, buckling ourselves in.
  
  "Don't make me sing RollerCoaster to you." Jack said.
  
  "What? By Blink?" I said smiling.
  
  "Yeah!" He said as the ride started moving. I gulped and he started belting the lyrics only making me laugh the whole time.
  
  Before I knew it the ride was over and I was trying to catch my breath from laughing so hard.
  
  "Hey Alex, guess what?"
  
  "What?" I asked untangling my hand from his.
  
  "You just rode a rollercoaster. Your new favorite ride."
  
  I scoffed “Right Barakat. In your dreams,” I said sticking out my tongue at him. He fake pouted and I couldn’t help but lean in and kiss that adorable pout off of his face.
  
  “Jacky, stop pouting or else we won’t go on the teacups!” Jack instantly broke out into a smile.
  
  “After that can we get some Cotton Candy?” he asked hopeful. I chuckled a bit before nodding.
  
  “Of course we ca- Oomph.” I felt Jack’s arms wrap around me and giving me a bone crushing hug
  
  “THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU!” I rolled my eyes at my over excited boyfriend
  
  “You're such a kid sometimes babe, it’s cute” I said kissing the tip of his nose. He let out a small giggle and a blush found a way to his cheeks while he turned to look down at the ground. It was my turn to whisper in his ear now
  
  “And that blush makes you cuter.” I felt him shiver and I laughed before happily dragging him to the teacup line. After a couple of minutes of waiting (and Jack’s never ending bouncing) we finally got to the front. We hopped on and as soon as the ride started up Jack started spinning us into oblivion.
  
  “ALEX I’M GOING TO PUKE. OH MY GOD WOO!” He said screaming and grabbing onto me. I was feeling woozy as well but ignored the feeling and stared at my childlike boyfriend and I felt myself break into a huge smile. He was so perfect and I was honestly beyond lucky that this lanky boy was hugging my side and on the verge of puking. Finally the ride was over and a very dizzy and stumbly Jack (as well as I was but I would never admit that to him) still had a death grip on me.
  
  “ALEX, THAT WAS AWESOME!” he said into my chest his hot breath tickling me a bit.
  
  “You still think you can handle some cotton candy?” I said kissing his skunk hair.
  
  “Hell YES!” he said happily skipping over there completely forgetting about his dizziness. I truly loved how he was actually smiling a true smile, all scars and “flaws” that he saw in himself forgotten. He ran up to the Cotton Candy stand and ordered two of the fluffy Diabete sticks before finding a bench and sitting himself down claiming the pink one as his own.
  
  “I always knew you were the girl in this relationship” I said winking at him. He playfully swatted me and handed me the blue delicious treat. We ate in comfortable silence for a bit hearing the occasional ‘mmmm’ here and there. All of a sudden the silence was broken by a small
  
  “Alex....” and I turned to meet Jack’s puppy dog eyes staring at me. “Can I taste your Cotton Candy?” he said a bit suggestively. I raised an eyebrow at him, oh two could play at that game.
  
  “Sure” I said putting a piece of the blue sugary treat in my mouth feeling it slowly dissolve as I gave it a small suck “but you have to work for it” I said a sly smirk coming onto my face. He looked a bit shocked at first but recomposed himself.
  
  “What do I have to do?” he said in the same playful tone as earlier. “Kiss Me.” I said my voice a bit lower. I felt his eyes look down at my sugar coated lips and back up at my brown eyes. His gaze was intense as he slowly leaned into me. I felt his lips press against mine slowly at first and then a bit harder as a few seconds passed. I felt him lick my bottom lip asking for entrance and when I finally did I couldn’t help but moan at the taste of him and Cotton Candy mixed into one.
  
  My hand slowly cupped his face and rubbed one of the scars on it. He was so damn beautiful. I felt him moan into my mouth and all too soon he pulled away a panting mess.
  
  “Did I earn my Cotton Candy Lexy?”he asked hopeful. I smiled and put a piece in my mouth and pointed to it hoping he would get the hint. He smirked and blushed before getting closer and taking it out of my mouth slowly. “T-thanks”, he said back to his cute shy attitude. I nodded and tangled my fingers with his. I looked up and as if perfect timing fireworks started to go off. I looked over at Jack and saw his eyes glistening like a little kid on Christmas morning. I couldn’t help myself as I leaned over and kissed his cheek softly.
  
  “You are too adorable Jacky.” I said pulling him into my chest slowly. He cuddled into me automatically and blushed for what was the billionth time that night. Yeah you could say that tonight was absolutely perfect, but that was soon short lived when Jack answered his phone.
  
  "Hello?" he said into his phone happily.
  
  I stared at him and my heart dropped when his phone fell out of his hand and tears poured down his face.
  
  "J-jack?"
  
  He just shook his head "C-can I have th-the keys to the truck plea-se"
  
  I nodded and handed him the keys and he ran and I mean ran to the truck. I was so confused, I just reached down and grabbed his phone off the ground and dusted it off seeing the call still in progress. I spoke into in but all I heard in the background was frantic wailing and screams. I hung up the call and jogged back to the truck seeing Jack curled up in a ball shaking 'n crying. I opened up his door and scooped him up into my arms and shhh'ed him and kissed his temple.
  
  "Jack?"
  
  "W-what?"
  
  "Care to tell me what's wrong baby? Why are you crying?"
  
  He sniffled and burried his face deeper into my neck.
  
  "M-may"
  
  "Your sister right?"
  
  Jack just nodded.
  
  "Well what's wrong with May?"
  
  Jack just let out another violent sob before looking me in the eye.
  
  "T-take me to the hospital... Sh-e she died. A dru-unk driver h-hit he-er"
  
  I felt my heart drop and I nodded and slid over to the drivers side and quickly pulled out of the parking lot and drove to the hospital where his family was.
  This was not how I expected our day to go.
  

Notes

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